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tAke my H@Nd; and GUiDe me through*

Monday, December 12, 2005
11:32 AM

my bro was comissioned as a officer last sat.. my whole family plus yp went for the ceremony.. hah.. as we didn't hv tickets, we (my sisters, me and yp) sat at the side of the parade sq while the rest of the guests sat in front of the parade sq in SAFTI.. we were so satisfied sitting there coz we totally no need to be in the sun, nor we have to squeeze with ppl! haha.. we had teh whoel section of to ourselves.. muahahahaha!! i think my bro looks kinda weird in No.1.. maybe cos he is too fat.. haha.. after the parade, my sisters, me and yp went to jurong point and had pizza.. my sis's treat! haha.. thankie da jie!
after dinner and a bit of shopping, my sisters stayed on to wait for my parents to finished their dinner with the president while me and yp went to his place to collect his stuff (coz thenext day, we going to sentosa)..
the commissioning parade was magnificant.. the marching drills were beautiful, i was so confused during the march past coz i didn;t catch how did each contigent managed to change from a 20 by 3 formation to a 3 by 20 formation after making a turn... it was after much explanation by da jie and yp that i then understood.. haha... diao...
their exit was grand as the graduands did slow march up among the parents and exit right at the top of the grand stand.. it was perfectly done!!
here is a picture of my family at the parade sq after my parents put on the shoulder thingy formy bro.. some rank or amulet.. i forgot... hee...

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

tAke my H@Nd; and GUiDe me through*

Friday, December 09, 2005
10:38 AM

at the parade... standing smart.. haha..~the troublemakers of NINJA 1

~ah ha~ finally i'm out of the island.. hee.. hee...~going home.. with the sweaty boy...

9 weeks.. it's POP time!! yp's POP was on tuesday.. his parents and me went together.. it was a windy day, luckily.. haha.. i met up with his parents at the MRT before we had lunch together at Mac.. saw Zat doing his RP duty at the jetty.. haha... i got good memory!! can still recognise him though i hv only met him once when we went sentosa together..
the parade was ok.. the boys were simply having fun themselves lor... i was busy the whole afternoon fliming the whole thing..didn't get to enjoy the magnificant scene.. i love parades coz i think the ppl in the parade looks so damn cool!! haha.. tml i will be going for my brother's parade at SAFTI.. finally he is no longer a OTC... gee.. this time.. all the ppl should be in No. 1 instead of No. 4.. so should be even more magnificant! haha!! i love to see shuai-ge-s! (shhhh... dun tell yp oh....)

after the POP, we went back to yp's place to put down his stuff and take a shower before heading to marina south for dinner with his sister and jie-fu.. sis brought her doggie!! hee.. i forgot his name, but i call him baby.. haha.. very cute dog.. and he kissed me all over! arghhh!! first time kena kissed by a dog on my lips! hee.. but this little dog is so pampered... he get to do his business on a diaper-like mat, sis brush his teeth everyday, he drinks from a water dispenser not a water bowl and he sleeps in a cushioned basket.. damn lucky dog.. haha.. sis says that i can get the chance to own baby for 4 days when she goes overseas..... ehh... dun wan la.. sculey he throw tantrum and does his business all over the place.. then i am the one in trouble!!

i stayed overnight at yp's house that day coz he was too tired to send me home.. and it was kind of late already anyway..
must remember to burn the video... hmm...

yesterday, thurs, 8th dec.. i went shopping with my girlfriends (baoyue and seowwei and cuimei) it was coincedence that cuimei was in the area too.. we spent 4 hours to walk the whole of far east.. haha.. and cuimei's victory for the day was a bohemia-style green top that COMES with a necklace!! (this is very impt.. haha.. ask cuimeiyourself if u wanna know why... haha) seowwei didn't find anything nice.. and i didn't get skirt as planned... but i got 2 handbags from seowwei!! hee.. thanks girl! muack! (it's not a cheapo present lor.. coz it is what i like, the price not impt lah..) poor baoyue was so tired after the day coz the previous she was out shopping with her mum.. haha.. and we drag her along the very next day... (sw, too bad.. didn't mananged to achieve your aim...) haha... i love the day!! coz i adore my 2 little handbags!! haha... haha... one for normal days, one for new year day!! yeah! oh, seowwei and me were agreeing tat since we are coming into the last semseter of our uni life.. we shall dress pretty-ly to school.. go and "gek" all the guys who didn't managed to see our beauty behind the plain clothes tat we always wear to school.. haha...

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

tAke my H@Nd; and GUiDe me through*

Saturday, December 03, 2005
6:15 PM

finally exams are over! yeah... haha..
i'll be starting to teach tuition in a tuition center tomorrow.. kind of excited about it, coz i dun hv such experience of teaching academics to a big class.. haha.. maybe from here, i will know if i really wanna be a teacher after graduation..

though i am relaxing now.. but.. can't help but be worried about results.. i get anything less than Bs.. that's it... no more 4th year.. i oso dunnoe if i really want to go on for the 4th year.. sometime i felt so sick about having examinations.. but it would be an advantage that i hv another year of lab experience la.. well.. see how lor.. wait for results then think again..

school aside.. today, i saw the big truth again, and i think from now on, i won't ignore it anymore.... i though that he was just concerned that time, but now i know, he can't be a friend to joke with.. i din give it a serious thought when we knew that he could be the big-mouth around.. but now.. i seriously believe tat, he could only be my hi and bye friend.. dammit.. everything must also tell.. as though scare tat if nothing to say will die.. this would be the last time i would chat with him! i was an idiot to try to treat him as a friend... say that i'm a hypocrite because i hv planned, i won't talk to him on my own accord.. but coz we are still on the same team.. if he talks to me, i would just put on a pretendence act and 'chio chio' (smile smile)..... dun care ahh.. if dun pretend, someday i will die and dunno why! it's difficult to be a living peidi in there... but for survival!! i must!

"hai4 ren2 zhi1 xin1 bu4 ke3 you3, fang2 ren2 zhi1 xin1 bu4 ke3 wu2"

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*